Making Some Friends

SOOO the past few days I have been hanging out with some pretty cool people! I met some kids (kinda my age haha, a litttle older) that love the Lord as much as I do! They have been showing me around and taking me sight seeing. (Poughkeepsie area is VERY historical, which is AWESOME!) But anyway, they have been making this transition a lot easier! So if any of you ready this, thank you very much!!! You are much appreciated! Thank you all also for your prayers! Its been getting easier but I still feel a heaviness. Not exactly sure what it is from but it is always the same time each day...right around 5, so right before dinner. I am hoping this is just nerves because I have been praying a lot and taking in everything I can right now. Tomorrow is my start date and I am thinking that maybe I am just worried and nervous about that. But who knows, I am not sleeping very well at night either, I wake up at least once every night. Also that might just be from such a drastic change. Honestly, it might take time but as of now, this does not feel like home. It is where I am living and residing and I am very thankful for it, but it just doesnt have that warm and fuzzy feeling when I walk through the door. I am hoping this changes because I REALLY like it here in NY! I think I just need to be here a while to be able to call it home. I feel like God has called me here and this is His plan for me at the time being. BUT I do not think it is just about me being a nanny. I think I was also suppose to come here for the people I have met. In just a few days my faith has grown abundantly! The friends I have made have pushed me to pray harder, dive into the bible more, and live out my actions through Christ's love. I believe God has a HUGE plan for me here! No matter what it is, I will remain faithful and ask for His strength daily. Gods plan is the best plan. :)

Wow!

As I have shared with some of you I had been feeling like God was far off somewhere. No matter what I did I couldn't feel His presence. I went to a young adult group last night at a church near by and it was amazing. Amazing people and amazing words of God.  I felt so under the weather spiritually I needed their encouragement and to have Gods word spoken into me. They prayed for me and are continuing to and for those that have been praying for me, thank you!! It is much needed! 

I came to a conclusion that since God isn't a big part of this home, satan was not happy and wanted me out right away. He threw emotional battles me way, mental struggles, and a physical draining. I felt like God was so far away. I continued to pray and do devotions. I called a few people and their prayers came my way. I feel like I have over come that battle but I know there will be more to come. Satan does not want me here. He wants me back home. Gods plan for me here is big and I can not wait until I see it unfold day by day!! Thank you for your prayers and support! Love and miss you all!!

Starting Out

So I moved in yesterday...WOW was it a drastic change. I went through so many emotions and feeling. I woke up today feeling a lot better. I thank you all for your thoughts and prayers!!! While I was being taken around the house today to see where the kids keep things I was really thinking about how much I will love this job!! The girls are amazing and I havent met both boys but the oldest is very kind and sweet. The malls here are huge! (as well as the price for everything too! 4 bucks for gas!!!!)

Sorry about my writing being everywhere and not focused! I am a bit overwhelmed with my life right now so my writing wont be organized until my life is. haha. I got in contact with a church right down the road from me and I am super excited for tomorrow because they have a young adult group and I can meet some people my age there! I really need some friends to hang out with!

Well so here I go....starting my new life as a nanny! Please keep me in your prayers!
I am never alone because God is always with me!!!
Love ALL of YOU!
Skylar