Making Some Friends

SOOO the past few days I have been hanging out with some pretty cool people! I met some kids (kinda my age haha, a litttle older) that love the Lord as much as I do! They have been showing me around and taking me sight seeing. (Poughkeepsie area is VERY historical, which is AWESOME!) But anyway, they have been making this transition a lot easier! So if any of you ready this, thank you very much!!! You are much appreciated! Thank you all also for your prayers! Its been getting easier but I still feel a heaviness. Not exactly sure what it is from but it is always the same time each day...right around 5, so right before dinner. I am hoping this is just nerves because I have been praying a lot and taking in everything I can right now. Tomorrow is my start date and I am thinking that maybe I am just worried and nervous about that. But who knows, I am not sleeping very well at night either, I wake up at least once every night. Also that might just be from such a drastic change. Honestly, it might take time but as of now, this does not feel like home. It is where I am living and residing and I am very thankful for it, but it just doesnt have that warm and fuzzy feeling when I walk through the door. I am hoping this changes because I REALLY like it here in NY! I think I just need to be here a while to be able to call it home. I feel like God has called me here and this is His plan for me at the time being. BUT I do not think it is just about me being a nanny. I think I was also suppose to come here for the people I have met. In just a few days my faith has grown abundantly! The friends I have made have pushed me to pray harder, dive into the bible more, and live out my actions through Christ's love. I believe God has a HUGE plan for me here! No matter what it is, I will remain faithful and ask for His strength daily. Gods plan is the best plan. :)